Tomorrow's the big day. Actually, I was excited. Shiz. Im not excited for the "big day" anymore.I dont know why, but its not because of my date, its just that.. okay i really dont know. and yeah. my teeth hurts. its

I hate tooot. She's a user, she'll just call/text/approach me when she needs me, but when I need her I cant call/text/approach her.

I went to the dentist a while a go. Ouch. My teeth really hurts.I hate wearing braces.I used to love wearing braces, but after realizing that wearing braces is/are painful, I hate it. :( Anyway, after that, I went to the mall to buy Sally Hansen airbrush. I finally have one for tomorrows prom. Watched OTH season 4 ep. 1-6. haha. My brother bought the dvd for only 50 bucks. haha .soo cheap.

see, there's this guy.. and when I met him,
it was like.. like a shade going up in a dark room
and light suddenly pouring in. he understood me
in a way that no one ever did or could.

falling in love with him felt that way.
I felt strange things going on inside me,
and I knew that these weren't things
I would recover from.
these were changes that were shaping
the way things were going to be,
and I wouldn't find out how until later.

I know I've never done the right thing,
or said the right thing. I know I act like a fool.
I know I said we'd be buddy-buddy friends,
but that wouldn't be true to my heart.

A person can only run from their feelings for so long
Before having to come to terms with whats in their heart.

you fall in love with someone,
because of the tilt of his smile,
or because he can make you laugh,
or in this case, because he made you believe,
you were the one who could save him.

i bruise like a peach. i mumble when i speak.
i'm in the gutter looking at the stars.
i've always been in love with you.

it feels like we just met yesterday, and
i just wanted to scream "this can't be
happening." please don't grow up
without me.

what would you say if i told you..
that i was completely, no doubt about it,
absolutely...in love with you?]

there's something i've been wanting to do
for a long, long time. it's getting to the point
where all i want..all i need, is you. so join
me for a kiss that we've both been wanting
for longer than either of us could even remember.

imagine a future moment in your life where all your
dreams come true. you know, it's the greatest moment in
your life and you get to experience it with one person.
who's standing next to you?

cause i just have to tell you,
i'm not so sure what i'd do without you.
i know it's cold outside, but this late night
is justno fun without you, and i just wanted
to say thanks; you're the only reason
i've smiled in days.

We are everything to one another,
We don’t need to say so, it’s just true.
Sometimes it seem like we’re so close
we form one single complete person
Rather than two of separate ones.

you're the one memory i wanted
to keep in my heart, the one i could
look back on and smile at myself that
someone like you liked me back,
too bad that will never happen.

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it...I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

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